i feel that its hard to completely forget someone... to love someone is very easy but its not easy to forget someone... once try to forget somebody... at first i tot i could not forget him but now... i have already forget him... i know that he is living a good life now... and mi, my life will go on as normal without him... now i feel free... dun really have to care about how ppl feel for watever things i do... maybe i am still not ready for a relationship... but i like how i am living now... sometime i know how to console ppl but dunno how to console myself... when i am very sad i won cry... i will only laugh to ease the pain in my heart... but most of the time i will be happy... i dun have anything to worry about but only my studies... ok got to brush teeth then go slp le... tomorrow still have to go for chinese... nite nite.. slp tight tight