this week realli very busy... almost everyday have to stay back for remidial... only monday reach home the earliest... 3 jiu reach home le... reach home le stilll have to do my homework... feel like slping but cannot because a lot of homework have to complete... 7 to 9 watch tv... tuesday have to stay until very late... not onli this tuesday... every tuesday have to stay back to complete the e maths paper two from different school.... i do very slow... got three hours to do but STILL CANNOT COMPLETE... then go home still have to do lo... hmm... wednesday stay back for wat huh... o wednesday went science centre.... quite fun... we went to do the dna thing... very fun... nv know that how we got dna... now i know le... laboratory work also quite fun... thursday stay back until three something for physics... that mr wee teach very fast but i understand... hehe... oh ya... my friend got tok to mi le... but i dun have the feeling i used to have le... its like i am not used to toking to her... actually sometimes wanted to tok to her but dunno wat to tok to her... why did we become like that... i dun realli know the reason... but now i also dun wish to know the reason le... wat is past is the past... so wat if i know can i changed wat is happening... if i could i would want to change... we are not as good as last time le... but still can be friends le... she look very glum everyday... very unhappy... she feel that life is meaningless for her... i wish that i could help her change her thinking.... dun think in this way... my friend, set a goal for yourself and you will not feel that life is meaningless le... you know wat is your goal now... you goal now is to study hard and get good result for your o level... take care of your health... if you have anything wrong pls consult a doctor ok... believe in yourself and dun believe in ppl too much because wat they say might not be true... you know wat you make mi feel now... you make mi feel that you are living in your own world... and your world is totally upside down... maybe you won listen to any advise but the only person to help you is yourself... you realli got to help yourelf now... as for now... dun care abt relation ship le... its not important now... ok... take care of yourself... got to go le... i will always be your friend but at least tok to mi a little can... nite nite